D.E.A.R.E.S.T

Dear blog..

I started to feel that the existence of her doesn't affect me at all.

Whether she is here or she is at other places, i dont really bother.

But at times, i do think that the existence of her is important to me.

I'm confused. I dont know which one is the truth.

Sometimes i love her. And sometimes i juz dont.

Does anyone faced the same prob as mine?

Lately, i felt as if i'm far away from her. I treated her indifferently. 
Whats wrong with me?? Was it because i already forget about her? 
It cant be. No. It cant. She's in my mind. Always.

Or.. Was it because i'm bored with her? Was that the main cause??
If yes..Then the relationship that i've built with her is 
merely the same as others.

Maybe i'm tired to be the one who always start it first.
Feel as if i'm the one who is over excited. Whereas she doesnt.
So..I decided to follow her rhythm.
"U didnt call me. So i dont call u.
U didnt text me. So i dont text u.
U need me only when u need me. So i'll do the same thing to u."
Fair and square right??

U are such an egoist Lee.
I'm not egoist.. I'm juz tired. 
I'm tired to take care of my heart every time i got hurt.
I'm tired.. Seriously..

I'M H.O.M.E!!

I juz went home yesterday. 

And now i'm in Kedah!! Welcome aboard Lee Ann!

B.I.R.T.H.D.A.Y

I CeLeBrAtEd My BiRthDay happily!!

Despite of the pranks and all, i feel enjoyed and happy 

for all the things that u guys did for me. I really didnt expect that it 

were going to be that way. Seriously i never think about it.

Its like...

" Wakenabeb!!!"

Lol.. I'm really embarrassed at that time.

U guys are very good at playing your own roles.

Fuhhlamakk. It is really superb that i was fooled by it.

Damnn!! Again, i'm embarrass by it. I couldnt stop blushing 

and laughing at that moment.

Anyway, thx a lot guys!!

Thx for all of the efforts n loves that u gave to me that night.

I really appreciate it. Thank u very much for the foods, drinks, n all the jokes!

I'm extremely happy that day.

Guess that i'm gonna remember

this year birthday for a lifetime. It is very special in this year that 

i got a lot of presents and loves. First n foremost, i get the chance to 

celebrate my birthday with all my family members. I also celebrated my birthday 

with my friends! I got the chance to eat whatever i wish! Haha. KFC pls!

I received a lot of presents and nice wishes! 

N n n... I got the chance to eat cakes twice!! Yummmmyyy!

I'm very thankful to all of the people who put a lot of efforts in remembering my birthday.

It is such a happy, perhaps more that happy! I'm overjoyed!

Hehe.. Thx guys! Love u soo much.

Y.O.U A.R.E N.O.T A.L.O.N.E

Everyday I sit and ask myself,

How did love slip away??

Something whispers in my ear and says,

That you are not alone,

I'm here with you,

Though you're far away,

I'm here to stay.

Just the other night,

I thought i heard you cry,

Asking me to come,

And hold you in my arms.

I can hear your prayers,

Your burdens I will bear.

But first, I need your hand.

Then forever can begin.

Whisper 3 words and i'll come running,

and you know that i'll be there..

I'll be there..

S.U.N n C.L.O.U.D

Today is 1st November.

Its been raining all day. The cloud is pouring his heart out.

He cried so hard that he didnt even stop once. He is much in pain compared to me.

But what make it so sad? Does his lover, the Sun has abandoned him??

The Sun is soo bright and cheerful that even myself is fascinated by it.

The color just lights mylife to the max. Where did you go Sunny?

Why did u leave Cloud for these few days? You know he is been crying all these days, dont you?

He loves you so much Sunny. I'm sure you love him too..

I juz love the way you are. Both of you suit each other!

You both always accompany me on my way to the class. I've got no one..I'm alone here Sunny.

I would love if both of you could do it again. I'm sure you have your own reason. Its okay.

I'll wait for you.. I will and always~