18 December 2011

M.I.X.E.D

Mixed feeling.

Can't really figure what i feel today.
Too much of loads..
Too much of thinking..
Too much of worries..
Too much of things that bother me.

It should end with a happy conversation.
Or.. something more relieving..
I wished.. 

Never meant to left you alone in that house..
I wanted to bring you there, but works
make u stay at home.
U r not me..
Who takes things simple and solve it later.



C.R.A.Z.Y

Crazy..

We did something crazy bfore we head back.
Sending a letter of lyrics to that special eyes.
Wishing that u could understand what purple felt.
Waiting and observing for more than a year is tiring.
But purple gathered it's strength till now.

Dear special eyes :

"Nevermind, i'll find someone like you..
I wish nothing but the best for you too..
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said..
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead..
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.."

The more u said u can't, the more u love.
The more u avoid, the more it comes.
Wishing the best for you purple..
I'll always be by ur side forever and after.




B.I.R.T.H.D.A.Y

Celebrating my Birthday..!

Last friday was my birthday..
Yeay..!! Feeling much younger heh??
Yea rite.. I'm getting older.. *_*

This time its a bit different than other bthdays.
I was stranded with tasks and homeworks!!
Shitt..
I was like.. T_T
I wanted to celebrate it with my family,
but at the same time i need my friends too.
Aihzz.. Due to time limitation and my
busy-ness. I decided to stay and celebrate my bthday here. =)

Pheww..
I was damn scared if they were to put prank on me,
especially from the uninvited 'ones'.
Seriously i was going to be mad if they were to do it.
And i'm very greatful to "Barney" that it makes me happy.
I've got awesome toys!!!
So DamnnNN nice..! XD

Here are my cake..


Looks delicious rite..??
Lol..Its super delicious.
Thx "Barney" for all u've done.
Thx to my friends too..!! I like the party! XD
Thx All...



17 December 2011

L.O.S.T

A long lost feeling.


Its already a month since my last update.
Its not that i forget about it, but...
Its super hard for me to do it.

Thruthly,
I've got a lot of things to be shared with..
I've got tons of stories to tell.
I've plenty of pictures to be posted..

But..
It seems that i can't do it frequently as i did before.
I dont have much time to spare..Not even for my own self.
Mostly, i'll be in my class.
Running here and there settling every assignments and project.
Attending the meetings.
Hunting for the lecturers.
And of course i don't get enough sleep..!!

I miss you blog.. =' (
If you were to be realistic..
It would be much greatful..



15 November 2011

A.W.E.S.O.M.E

Such an Awesome person.

A star that i want to share with..

Sungha Jung



 A gifted fingers that he has, enables him to play
many types of music instruments.
Born in Korea, and has worldwide fan
makes him to be a popular star
even when he is juz in his 15.
He seemed very interested in instruments that
involves strings as he played them.
Guitar, paino and ukulele.

03 November 2011

H.I

Hello..

I know its kinda late to greet u people.
But..
There is sumthng that came across my mind.
I juz realized that i dun really tell much bout myself here.
Err..i guess so.
Well, it doesnt matter.
I like it that way since
there is nothing interesting to tell u bout myself.

Juz recentlly..

I'm back to learn my keyboard.
Got a tons of things to remember.
Got to train my brain and fingers to work faster.
 And i've got to start using english as
my primary language back.
I'm so damn lacking in it now..
Its soo damn sad to know that i'm losing it
slowly.
It feels like a bullet stuck into my brain,
and all the blood spill out bathing my head
and yet i live but suffer gradually..

Gtg now..
The bed is waving at me..
Hehe.. Bye all.





01 November 2011

P.U.I.S.I

Untk Mu...

Kau lemparkn senyum dan ketawa,
menampakkn baris gigi yg tsusun cantik.
Namun dalam kehidupan mu
tsingkap suatu rahsia,
 yg disimpan demi mjaga hati semua.

Hari demi hari,
Kau hadapi liku2 hdup dgn tabah,
menyimpn dan memendam segala rasa.
Hanya menunggu saat itu tiba,
agar semua hilang dr pndangan mata.

Kau mendengar plbagai luahan,
dari mulut2 yg inginkn kejayaan.
Kau bagaikn satu2nya harapan,
Yg mgkin akn mrubah masa hadapan.

Hari demi hari,
Kau laksnakn plbgai cara,
untk berusaha kearah yg lebih ceria,
Namun ada juga di suatu ketika,
hatimu merintih mengalir
air2 jernih.

Kaulah satu2nya permata  ibu dan ayahanda,
yg sntiasa bdoa untk kbahagiaan anknya.
Jgn hampakn harapan mereka.
Kerana kejayaan mu adlh kejayaan mereka jua.


* I dedicate this poem to whoever read my blog,
especially to all my friends,
to all  my pals who are no longer spending their time
with me in their next sem.
Juz to let u know, that i'm gonna miss u so much!!
Plz do visit me whenever u r free.
May Allah bless u forever,
n may u success in evrythng u do!


09 October 2011

E.N.T.A.H

Entah..

Ish2...
Dh spuluh minit aku type..pastu aku padam.
Aku type..aku padam..
Smpai bile nk siap..?
Entah.. aku pun tk tau.

Tk tau la mane nk start..
Mcm blur2 skit.
Mybe sbb dh lame tk memblog kot.
Bkn ape..rase mcm tawar ati doh.
Bnda yg aku syg dh mcm kena rampas.
Bnda ape..???
Blog nie la.. Aku syg dia kot..
Ksian blog aku jd mangsa..
Walhal dia tk bsalah pun..
Mcm2 aku rase.
Sakit ati pun ade..
Marah pun ade..
Geram pun ade..
Ish..bnyk la..
Last2 aku jd malas nk pkir.
Bile malas tu yg jd mcm nie.

Smpai berhabuk blog aku.
Ksian dia..
Tk ape la..
Org yg wat blog aku mcm nie mmg suke
mdera manusia.
Tp aku pcaye satu pepatah nie..
Hari nie hari ko..
Esok lusa hari aku plak.
Kalu tk kena ngan aku,
kena ngan org lain.
Allah tu Maha Besar..
Dia nmpk ape yg hamaba dia wat..

Bye blog..
Ade rezeki kita jmpe lg.



11 September 2011

E.V.E.N.T

Event yg dh hancurkn ati aku..

Kat tmpt aku ade wat satu majlis.
Majlis untk org2 yg btuah dipilih dan dinaikkn pangkat.
Penuh protokol dn mnyakitkn ati.
And antara bnyk2 manusia yg tpilih tu nama aku tsenarai.
Btuah la sgt kn aku nie diberi pgkt kbesaran..

Aku dh bkhidmat kt organisasi tu dh lame.
Aku dh phm n masak sgt prangai bdk2 dlm organisasi tu
tmasuk la kapten aku sndiri.
Mane2 bdk yg jmpe aku akn tunduk n bg hormat.

Tp organisasi aku nie tk sama ngan yg lain.
Aku curahkn segala2nya kt dlm tu.
Smpai ade sorng nie ckp kt aku 
" Yela.. org tu kalu kalu tntg organisasi dia tu On time je dtg,
tp kalu tntg jnji nk jmpe tu slalu je tk."
Terasa..?? Confirm la.
Kadang2 aku sggup batalkn jnji aku ngan dia,
sbb bnda nie.
Aku bg lbh drpd 100% komitmen kt organisasi aku.
Tp dorng nk appreciate aku satu percent pun kedekut.

So.. bile aku dh jd senior,
bkn stakat senior yg biase2,
tp yg bakal mampus tk lame lg dlm organisasi tu..
Baru dorng nk appreciate..??
Haha.. Tk payah la.
Aku seribu kali terasa bile dorng baru nk appreciate aku,
time aku nk berambus tk lame lg.
Aku lg rela tk dpt naik pgkt smpai aku mampus,
drpd terseksa mcm nie.

Aku tk rase ape2 bile dorng sume ucp
"Syabas Lee!!, Tahniah!".
Darah aku naik meluap2.
Tggu time je nk meletup.

Korng fkir aku Sakit ati..??
Mmg..!!
Bkn sakit ati je..
Aku naik bnci ngan organisasi aku.
Rase mcm dh malas nk urus,
lantak la dorng nk wat ape pun.


08 September 2011

R.A.Y.E

Raye..!!

Sempat lagi ke..? sempat kot..

I would like to wish
Selamat Hari Raye and Maaf Zahir n Batin
to all the muslims and also the bloggers!!
Do forgive me for all my wrong doings, bad behaviours
and anything that i might have done to hurt u.

Sorry for the late wish..
Honestly, i really dun have much time to update this blog.
Kinda busy somehow.
Yet..i do read all of my followers posts.
Hee. not sure how i've got the time to read all of ur posts
but not to update mine.
I really hope that i can update mine regularly.

Kk.. i've gtg now.
Got some work to settle with.
Bye2..


25 August 2011

W.E.I.R.D.O

WeirdO..

Today is Thursday..
Which is 25/8/2011.
In juz a couple of days is 31/8/2011, meaning
we r going to celebrate hr raye n also merdeka.

People around the world are making the best preparation they
can make to celebrate it.
Yet. I'm still here,
locked up in my room.
Partnered with my lappy n stuffs.

Aku tk tau la..
Nk kate emo..?? Jauh skali..
Nk kate mrh...?? tk jgak.

Tp.. td aku dh mbebel kt kucing. Haha.
Ksian kucing tu jd mgsa buli aku.
Bkn ape.. Kucing tu dok mengiau kt aku ngan member2 lain.
Sibuk nk bsahur gak la katekn.
Pastu aku pun bg la skit lauk aku kt dia, tp aku cmpk jauh2..
Saje je aku wat cm tu bab nk suh dia gi lari kejar mknn.
Skali.. aiseh.. aku silap.
Ko tau ape kucing tu wat??
Dia leh TGK je aku bling mknn tu. Krg asam tul.
Pemalas nye kucing.
Last2 aku yg kena crik blik mknn tu bg kt dpn dia.
Dh satu hal plak aku meraba2 dlm gelap kt rumput tu.
Bile tk jmpe mula la aku mbebel kt kucing tu.

"Ko tlg la crik skali. Cube cium2 skit rumput tu kot2 mane tau jmpe.
Ish. Pemalas nye kucing. Mkn je tau..!"
pastu aku smbung lg..
"Klau aku jmpe, ko tk payah mkn. Pemalas tul nk crik!"

Pusing nye pusing smpai naik pening kepala aku br la jmpe.
Penat kot.. Haha.

Yg klakar tu,
Wktu dh jmpe, aku ckp la kt kucing tu
"Ko nk tk mknn nie..?? Tau crik ngan lubang hdung je."
Kucing tu mrajuk..!!! Dia jual mahal kt aku.
Nk paling kt aku pun tk nk.. Haha.
Gatal nye kucing.

Aku pun pujuk la kucing tuu.
Pujuk tk brape nk pujuk la.
Pastu baru la nk mkn..
Mcm2 tul prangai kucing nie.
Tp prangai manusia pun tk krg nye jgak.
Cume yg beza baik n buruk je.

Ok.. thats all.
I'm kinda sleepy rite now.
Gonna sleep.. Bye..




15 August 2011

B.R.O.K.E.N P.I.E.C.E.S

Harsh word of yours..

If you really mad at me,
you dont need to make others involved in this too.
Why do you have to do those things..??
Keep aiming at both of us.
Hurting my most cared person.
Instead..

Do hurt myself..
I dont mind either if you tell me whats disturbing you.
I cant stand it when you throw your anger to that person.
Sbb manusia sprti aku tk punye perasaan mcm org yg telah kamu marahi.
Sungguh perit bile aku dgr sndiri dari mulut
org yg telah kamu marah.
Smpai menitis air mata keegoan aku.

I'm lost in the world of yours.
Your sickening words make my heart broke into million of pieces,
till it becomes soo tense that i myself cant bear it.
I dont know and i'm not sure
which path i should take to settle this prob.
But one thing that i know is that,
I'm the heart that you have hurt.
And you are too much and too cruel to us.

Mgkin ini cara kamu untk bseronok.
Tp pecayelah.. pbuatan kamu nie mmg amat myakitkn.
Aku tau.. hari nie hari kamu..
Mgkin..esk lusa hari aku.
Aku berdoa agar kamu sedar dan tbuka ati untk mgenali
dan menginsafi segala pbuatan kamu nie.
May Allah bless you.


08 August 2011

W.T.H

Err.. W.T.H??

Tak senonoh betul la pen nie..
Time org nk wat keje, dan dan tu la ink nk tsekat2..
Mguji btl keimanan dan kesabaran.
Kalu nk ikut kan ati jantan, nk je conteng dinding blik nie.
Biar cantik skit..
Asal tulis je.. terputus-putus.
Asal terputus-putus je, tgh tulis.
Tak phm btl la..!!!
Kang ade yg pen berbekas2 kena gigitan aku nieh..
Waaa..! Mak.......... Nk pen baru blh...?
hehe.. Tk ade keje ke ape??
Dh beso2 mintk mak belikn pen.
Ehhh... Biar la.
Bkn nye slalu pun nk bmnje ngan mak sndiri kan.
Kan mak kannnn... heee..

Aihzz.. Looks like i've to be patient with my pen.
Its really irritating.
Am i that hot tempered??
Obviously. Baru tau ke?
Haha.. Diam2 sudahh.


25 July 2011

T.E.R.B.A.L.I.K

TeRbaLiK...???

Yup.. thats true. 
Nononono..
Stop rounding your eyes n that kind of staring.
..believe me..
There is some hidden stories about that "terbalik".

Ok.. Now, let the story begin..

Have u somehow have been in these situations...?

1. You have said something that u shouldnt have said.
(of course its not sarcastic, n you said it very fast)
More likely to be some kind of terbalik..
And when your friend heard about it. They lough like hell..
Trust me.. they really laugh.

" Tak ade pun tak ape "
" Tak ape pun ade "

I was like.. shit.. What i have said..?? Totally terbalik.
Aihzz..
It was meant to be like this >>>
"Tak ade pun tak ape, ade pun tak ape"

And its not juz that.. I repeat the same mistake again.
but.. For TWICE..!!!?
Arghhhhh..


2. When drinking, i guess
our mind couldnt really focus what we really wanna say.
Especially when your drink has a lot of cubic fruits.




I found a cloudy cubic fruit in my drink.
So i tell my friend,
Hey..i've got Coco de Nata in here.
Hahahaha..
Lol. its not Coco de Nata, its Nata de Coco.
What the heck.. againnnn terbalik!



3. You are reading the title of each songs listed in the youtube,
with its little description.
But.. at one point somehow your mind interpret
what you have juz read wrongly.


It saids :
2 months..


But what i said is 2 years.
Aihzzz.. i'm not really sure what is happening to me.
All of these situations happened in one day n continuos..
I hope there is nothing bad happening to me. InsyaAllah..


My friend said mybe this is all because of what happened in my dream yesterday.
"Bak kata org, penangan mimpi di mlm hari."
Hahaha.. mimpi tu basi ok..
Thats all for today.. Bye2.













22 July 2011

H.E.L.L.O

Hi... Nice to meet u..

Oh my goodness..!
There have been awhile since i last updated this blog.
To all my silent and loyal readers, i give you my thrillion apologies
with full of BiG SmiLe for U.



Juz to share with..
My lovely black laptop has juz passed away.
I, myself couldnt believed it.
It juz died infront of me..
Infront of my eyes.
I tried to give him a few electrical shots... but the result is dissapointed.
It ends it life at the age of 2 years when i really needs him as my companion.
On july 18..
the lovely black compaq has leaved me behind..
Gonna miss u blacky.


07 June 2011

E.N.T.R.Y

An EntRy for Purpppplee..

Walau raga kita terpisah
jauh,

Namun hati kita selalu
dekat,

Bila kau rindu pejamkan
mata mu,

Dan rasakan a..a..a..
aku.

16 May 2011

T.I.R.E.D

I'm tired of it.

Its hurting me...
T___T
Feels like a bullet stuck in my head n its bleeding like hell.

I dunno why..
But it keeps haunting me whenever i see it. 
Whenever i see people in pain.
When i see them suffer in every single moment they went through.
Every time i saw them wounded.
Every time i saw they end their lives in a way that would make me sob.

Would it be juz... a sympathy..??

I always told myself not to choose that path.
but...
In the end, i found out that the more i run from it.
The more it comes to me.

I alwayz hope that the existence people are able to help them.
Able to find a way, method or.. whatever it takes to save them.
But.. we people have no superpower to stop what has really written for us.
Therefore i pray, pray really hard to Allah that He could give the best for me, for us, for the people around the world.
InsyaAllah.. Amin~


15 May 2011

Ngeee~

Smile....!!!


Special entry juz for u,



Together we save the world...!! 
Yeahhh...! XD


02 May 2011

O.I.T

Oit..!!

I'm back bebeh.. XD

Errrr...
Errrrrrrrrrrrrr..
Shit... Im losing it again.
Aihz..

I wanna say hi to u blog.
I miss u.
Miss u too purplish, MC.
Miss the people around me.
Miss my gf..
Im gonna find my gf soon.
Damn miss u..! Wait for me ok..
 ^___^



16 January 2011

W.E.N.T O.U.T

Out to KL yesterday.

6 diferrent brains went out to KL ;
Amira Liyana a.k.a the hottest girl.
Hanim a.k.a the most shy.
Nurul a.k.a the branded.
Shasha a.k.a the perfecto, awek.
Meimei a.k.a the shopper holic gurl.
Me a.k.a the most naughty.

7.00 am
Every members should be at the lobby of their own respective hotels.
- Except me n my roomates, i think soo.. hehe. We went down a bit late. Sorry.. XD

7.00-8.00 am
Departure from our beloved hotels to the bus station.
- And our journey starts here.

8.00-9.00 am
Arriving at the bus station. Waiting for the Pilah-seremban bus.

9.00-10.30 am
We are now at the KTM Seremban..! Yeay..!
- Awek went to buy our tickets.
- Next journey will be Bandar Tasik Selatan.

10.30-11.30 am
Arriving at the Bandar Tasik Selatan.
-Took LRT to Hang tuah.

11.30-1.00 pm
- From Hang Tuah station, we decided to walk to our 1st shopping complex ;
- Time square..!!
- We enjoy every moments in there.

1.00-1.30 pm
- Change our shopping place to Low yat.
- Its damn superbb, lots n lots of new n modern technology can be found there.

1.30- 3.30 pm
- Head to KL Central.
- Have our prayers done n eat.

3.30-4.00 pm
- Went to Masjid Jamek by Putra.

4.00-6.00 pm
- Shopping again.

6.00-8.30 pm
- Head back to pilah.

10.00 pm
- Finally we arrive in Uitm

10.00- 11.00 pm
- Have some date with awek. Hehe..
- We eat to the fullest..! n took our way back home.
- Thx awek.. XD