I'm tired of it.
Its hurting me...
Feels like a bullet stuck in my head n its bleeding like hell.
I dunno why..
But it keeps haunting me whenever i see it.
Whenever i see people in pain.
When i see them suffer in every single moment they went through.
Every time i saw them wounded.
Every time i saw they end their lives in a way that would make me sob.
Would it be juz... a sympathy..??
I always told myself not to choose that path.
In the end, i found out that the more i run from it.
The more it comes to me.
I alwayz hope that the existence people are able to help them.
Able to find a way, method or.. whatever it takes to save them.
But.. we people have no superpower to stop what has really written for us.
Therefore i pray, pray really hard to Allah that He could give the best for me, for us, for the people around the world.