H.I

Hello..

I know its kinda late to greet u people.

But..

There is sumthng that came across my mind.

I juz realized that i dun really tell much bout myself here.

Err..i guess so.

Well, it doesnt matter.

I like it that way since

there is nothing interesting to tell u bout myself.

Juz recentlly..

I'm back to learn my keyboard.

Got a tons of things to remember.

Got to train my brain and fingers to work faster.

 And i've got to start using english as

my primary language back.

I'm so damn lacking in it now..

Its soo damn sad to know that i'm losing it

slowly.

It feels like a bullet stuck into my brain,

and all the blood spill out bathing my head

and yet i live but suffer gradually..

Gtg now..

The bed is waving at me..

Hehe.. Bye all.

P.U.I.S.I

Untk Mu...

Kau lemparkn senyum dan ketawa,

menampakkn baris gigi yg tsusun cantik.

Namun dalam kehidupan mu

tsingkap suatu rahsia,

 yg disimpan demi mjaga hati semua.

Hari demi hari,

Kau hadapi liku2 hdup dgn tabah,

menyimpn dan memendam segala rasa.

Hanya menunggu saat itu tiba,

agar semua hilang dr pndangan mata.

Kau mendengar plbagai luahan,

dari mulut2 yg inginkn kejayaan.

Kau bagaikn satu2nya harapan,

Yg mgkin akn mrubah masa hadapan.

Hari demi hari,

Kau laksnakn plbgai cara,

untk berusaha kearah yg lebih ceria,

Namun ada juga di suatu ketika,

hatimu merintih mengalir

air2 jernih.

Kaulah satu2nya permata  ibu dan ayahanda,

yg sntiasa bdoa untk kbahagiaan anknya.

Jgn hampakn harapan mereka.

Kerana kejayaan mu adlh kejayaan mereka jua.

* I dedicate this poem to whoever read my blog,

especially to all my friends,

to all  my pals who are no longer spending their time

with me in their next sem.

Juz to let u know, that i'm gonna miss u so much!!

Plz do visit me whenever u r free.

May Allah bless u forever,

n may u success in evrythng u do!

E.N.T.A.H

Entah..

Ish2...

Dh spuluh minit aku type..pastu aku padam.

Aku type..aku padam..

Smpai bile nk siap..?

Entah.. aku pun tk tau.

Tk tau la mane nk start..

Mcm blur2 skit.

Mybe sbb dh lame tk memblog kot.

Bkn ape..rase mcm tawar ati doh.

Bnda yg aku syg dh mcm kena rampas.

Bnda ape..???

Blog nie la.. Aku syg dia kot..

Ksian blog aku jd mangsa..

Walhal dia tk bsalah pun..

Mcm2 aku rase.

Sakit ati pun ade..

Marah pun ade..

Geram pun ade..

Ish..bnyk la..

Last2 aku jd malas nk pkir.

Bile malas tu yg jd mcm nie.

Smpai berhabuk blog aku.

Ksian dia..

Tk ape la..

Org yg wat blog aku mcm nie mmg suke

mdera manusia.
Tp aku pcaye satu pepatah nie..

Hari nie hari ko..

Esok lusa hari aku plak.
Kalu tk kena ngan aku,
kena ngan org lain.
Allah tu Maha Besar..
Dia nmpk ape yg hamaba dia wat..

Bye blog..
Ade rezeki kita jmpe lg.

E.V.E.N.T

Event yg dh hancurkn ati aku..

Kat tmpt aku ade wat satu majlis.

Majlis untk org2 yg btuah dipilih dan dinaikkn pangkat.

Penuh protokol dn mnyakitkn ati.

And antara bnyk2 manusia yg tpilih tu nama aku tsenarai.

Btuah la sgt kn aku nie diberi pgkt kbesaran..

Aku dh bkhidmat kt organisasi tu dh lame.

Aku dh phm n masak sgt prangai bdk2 dlm organisasi tu

tmasuk la kapten aku sndiri.

Mane2 bdk yg jmpe aku akn tunduk n bg hormat.

Tp organisasi aku nie tk sama ngan yg lain.

Aku curahkn segala2nya kt dlm tu.

Smpai ade sorng nie ckp kt aku 

" Yela.. org tu kalu kalu tntg organisasi dia tu On time je dtg,

tp kalu tntg jnji nk jmpe tu slalu je tk."

Terasa..?? Confirm la.

Kadang2 aku sggup batalkn jnji aku ngan dia,

sbb bnda nie.

Aku bg lbh drpd 100% komitmen kt organisasi aku.

Tp dorng nk appreciate aku satu percent pun kedekut.

So.. bile aku dh jd senior,

bkn stakat senior yg biase2,

tp yg bakal mampus tk lame lg dlm organisasi tu..

Baru dorng nk appreciate..??

Haha.. Tk payah la.

Aku seribu kali terasa bile dorng baru nk appreciate aku,

time aku nk berambus tk lame lg.

Aku lg rela tk dpt naik pgkt smpai aku mampus,

drpd terseksa mcm nie.

Aku tk rase ape2 bile dorng sume ucp

"Syabas Lee!!, Tahniah!".

Darah aku naik meluap2.

Tggu time je nk meletup.

Korng fkir aku Sakit ati..??

Mmg..!!

Bkn sakit ati je..

Aku naik bnci ngan organisasi aku.

Rase mcm dh malas nk urus,

lantak la dorng nk wat ape pun.

R.A.Y.E

Raye..!!

Sempat lagi ke..? sempat kot..

I would like to wish

Selamat Hari Raye and Maaf Zahir n Batin

to all the muslims and also the bloggers!!

Do forgive me for all my wrong doings, bad behaviours

and anything that i might have done to hurt u.

Sorry for the late wish..

Honestly, i really dun have much time to update this blog.

Kinda busy somehow.

Yet..i do read all of my followers posts.

Hee. not sure how i've got the time to read all of ur posts

but not to update mine.

I really hope that i can update mine regularly.

Kk.. i've gtg now.

Got some work to settle with.

Bye2..