Y.O.U

So lately, been wondering

Who will be there to take my place

When i'm gone you'll need love

To light the shadows on your face.

If i were gone

Gone to nowhere to be found

Well then i hope there's someone out there

Who can guide you like i always do.

F.U.R.Y

I'm sick of you!!

What a big pretender!

Oh My M.A.T.E.R.I.A.L!

I've been assigned to do a research on any 

daily applications with respects of its structures, properties and the process itself.

Basically, what i need to do is to choose any specific part of a product

and identify the materials used to make it.

It sounds simple but its way harder to do it.

Its making me nuts!

~ U spin my head right round, right round!

There are too limited of references for me to refer.

Too many unwanted websites that offer me nonsense informations!

And.... Its like.. I dont know what else to describe. Speechless.

I'm dissapointed to be such an excited person when i first start googling it. T_T

Gosh! Feels like tearing my brain apart. I kinda need some inspirations.. Huhu.

Anyone who likes to share your ideas, i most welcome it. :)

G.E.T L.O.S.T

1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10..

I'm counting very hard.

 

1

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It is so DAMN hard to pretend that nothing has happened.

Dont ever test my patient.
You'll never know how i may react to your acts.
Just get Lost.

F.U.T.U.R.E

 I suddenly think about my future.

How will it be? Will it be good or otherwise?

Will i succeed in this world..? or will i fail in it..?

All i can say is tawakkal to Allah.

Because Allah knows the best for me.

InsyaAllah. May Allah bless me forever. Amin.

 I seriously wrote a lot in here.

But there goes my habit to write and erase it. T_T

W.H.A.T

What!

I play games a lot. And i get bored easily.

You shud have notice that.

I know what type of gamers you are.

So if you juz need my attentions and waste my time, juz get lost.

I dont give a damn shit about you. DOnt make me hate you more that i do now.

S.T.O.P.P

I wonder..

How did i manage to get over my fury all this while..?

I blew my anger away this morning... and it juz cant get away out of my mind.

I dont feel like talking, seeing, or having a normal life today.

Its really giving me a bad day.

M.E.D.A.Y! M.E.D.A.Y!!

Auchhh!

I've been enduring it since in the afternoon.

Couldnt even stare the laptop for a long time.

The lights are killing me slowly.

I need sumone to shoot me, so that i can sleep..

Anyone willing to volunteer??

Find me a.s.a.p, I really in need of help...

W.H.Y

WHY..

I'm so stressed up..

Does anyone here know,

Why is that i'm so EGOist?

A.R.G.G.H.H.H

Gerammmm...!!

Nk tulis! 

Nk tulis! 

Nk tulissss!!!

Argghhhh..

Ha!! Dpt pun.

Gedik btl internet nie.

Kejap ade.. kejap tk.

Ish..

Dh dpt tulis, tk idea plak..

Adoii.. Nk tulis ape eh??

Td bkn main lg bnyk bnda nk tulis.

Gedik btl manusia nie.

Err..

How are my days here..?

I'm not sure how to express it. But..

I would be the first student to kiss every 

lecturers if they let us be in a happy state for at least a week.

Gosh..! Please have mercy on us!

We aren't robots..

We are human.. n human needs to sleep, rest.

Please don't torture us..

I'm not sure about others,

but i'm having a hard time now.

People might think that nothing is bothering me.

They always think that i'm ready for 

everything n that i dont need to prepare.

If i were to be born as a genius,

then i would do like they said.

These type of talks really shut my mouth.

I had enough of these. It is disappointing..

M.I.X.E.D

Mixed feeling.

Can't really figure what i feel today.

Too much of loads..

Too much of thinking..

Too much of worries..

Too much of things that bother me.

It should end with a happy conversation.

Or.. something more relieving..

I wished.. 

Never meant to left you alone in that house..

I wanted to bring you there, but works

make u stay at home.

U r not me..

Who takes things simple and solve it later.

E.N.T.A.H

Entah..

Ish2...

Dh spuluh minit aku type..pastu aku padam.

Aku type..aku padam..

Smpai bile nk siap..?

Entah.. aku pun tk tau.

Tk tau la mane nk start..

Mcm blur2 skit.

Mybe sbb dh lame tk memblog kot.

Bkn ape..rase mcm tawar ati doh.

Bnda yg aku syg dh mcm kena rampas.

Bnda ape..???

Blog nie la.. Aku syg dia kot..

Ksian blog aku jd mangsa..

Walhal dia tk bsalah pun..

Mcm2 aku rase.

Sakit ati pun ade..

Marah pun ade..

Geram pun ade..

Ish..bnyk la..

Last2 aku jd malas nk pkir.

Bile malas tu yg jd mcm nie.

Smpai berhabuk blog aku.

Ksian dia..

Tk ape la..

Org yg wat blog aku mcm nie mmg suke

mdera manusia.
Tp aku pcaye satu pepatah nie..

Hari nie hari ko..

Esok lusa hari aku plak.
Kalu tk kena ngan aku,
kena ngan org lain.
Allah tu Maha Besar..
Dia nmpk ape yg hamaba dia wat..

Bye blog..
Ade rezeki kita jmpe lg.

E.V.E.N.T

Event yg dh hancurkn ati aku..

Kat tmpt aku ade wat satu majlis.

Majlis untk org2 yg btuah dipilih dan dinaikkn pangkat.

Penuh protokol dn mnyakitkn ati.

And antara bnyk2 manusia yg tpilih tu nama aku tsenarai.

Btuah la sgt kn aku nie diberi pgkt kbesaran..

Aku dh bkhidmat kt organisasi tu dh lame.

Aku dh phm n masak sgt prangai bdk2 dlm organisasi tu

tmasuk la kapten aku sndiri.

Mane2 bdk yg jmpe aku akn tunduk n bg hormat.

Tp organisasi aku nie tk sama ngan yg lain.

Aku curahkn segala2nya kt dlm tu.

Smpai ade sorng nie ckp kt aku 

" Yela.. org tu kalu kalu tntg organisasi dia tu On time je dtg,

tp kalu tntg jnji nk jmpe tu slalu je tk."

Terasa..?? Confirm la.

Kadang2 aku sggup batalkn jnji aku ngan dia,

sbb bnda nie.

Aku bg lbh drpd 100% komitmen kt organisasi aku.

Tp dorng nk appreciate aku satu percent pun kedekut.

So.. bile aku dh jd senior,

bkn stakat senior yg biase2,

tp yg bakal mampus tk lame lg dlm organisasi tu..

Baru dorng nk appreciate..??

Haha.. Tk payah la.

Aku seribu kali terasa bile dorng baru nk appreciate aku,

time aku nk berambus tk lame lg.

Aku lg rela tk dpt naik pgkt smpai aku mampus,

drpd terseksa mcm nie.

Aku tk rase ape2 bile dorng sume ucp

"Syabas Lee!!, Tahniah!".

Darah aku naik meluap2.

Tggu time je nk meletup.

Korng fkir aku Sakit ati..??

Mmg..!!

Bkn sakit ati je..

Aku naik bnci ngan organisasi aku.

Rase mcm dh malas nk urus,

lantak la dorng nk wat ape pun.

B.R.O.K.E.N P.I.E.C.E.S

Harsh word of yours..

If you really mad at me,

you dont need to make others involved in this too.

Why do you have to do those things..??

Keep aiming at both of us.

Hurting my most cared person.

Instead..

Do hurt myself..

I dont mind either if you tell me whats disturbing you.

I cant stand it when you throw your anger to that person.

Sbb manusia sprti aku tk punye perasaan mcm org yg telah kamu marahi.

Sungguh perit bile aku dgr sndiri dari mulut

org yg telah kamu marah.

Smpai menitis air mata keegoan aku.

I'm lost in the world of yours.

Your sickening words make my heart broke into million of pieces,

till it becomes soo tense that i myself cant bear it.

I dont know and i'm not sure

which path i should take to settle this prob.

But one thing that i know is that,

I'm the heart that you have hurt.

And you are too much and too cruel to us.

Mgkin ini cara kamu untk bseronok.

Tp pecayelah.. pbuatan kamu nie mmg amat myakitkn.

Aku tau.. hari nie hari kamu..

Mgkin..esk lusa hari aku.

Aku berdoa agar kamu sedar dan tbuka ati untk mgenali

dan menginsafi segala pbuatan kamu nie.

May Allah bless you.

G.O.O.D B.Y.E

Good bye.

I'm saying good bye to my :

  sweet holiday.

 family.

friends.

room.

movies.

internet.

foods.

freedom.

And thanks very much to my stupid duty.

That i have to forget on every single things that i cherished everyday.

Thanks to u capten, for making me suffer each day for remembering that suffocated duty.

NoOOO...!!

Nooo..!!

Noooooooooooo!!!

My hard disk juz fell down..!!

Sob.. sob..

M.U.M.B.L.I.N.G

More crapping from an exploded brain.

Hi..
Sorry for not updating this blog for a long time.
I know i should at least post a msg or anythng.
Well, its not that i dont want to do it.
But its because of some of the "Technical probs" that occur,
it eventually has stop me and mostly my mood from posting.

I practically was writing somethng bfore i post this msg.
And that msg was abruptly lost bcause of the poor networking.
I'm really mad! I was like writting an essay and at the moment i click the button preview.
It was like ............. blank.

There was nothing..! Totally ZERO..! Down on the left side corner it is written ;

 "Done with Error!"

Aihz.. What the ...  Ish. sabar je la..
Bengang btl.

Rasa mcm nk gigit -gigit je cabel wireless tu...!!

Time org nk gune, dan2 la ade prob. Internet slow la, poor la. Ape la.

Time org tk nk gune. Bkn main lg. Laju je network, tk sekat2 pun.

Rase nk lempang je network tu.