I.N or O.U.T

I've been hesitating,

Should i again let it all out here.

Is this my last hope..

M.I.S.S

I'm missing the old me.

Please come back.

I really need you!

Y.O.U

So lately, been wondering

Who will be there to take my place

When i'm gone you'll need love

To light the shadows on your face.

If i were gone

Gone to nowhere to be found

Well then i hope there's someone out there

Who can guide you like i always do.

F.A.I.L.E.D

I lost a heart.

I tried to search for it.

But it is nowhere to be found.

The last time i saw it,

It has a sign of a broken heart surrounded

by greeny greens.

I started to learn things that 

i shouldnt have to.

I developed a bad sleeping habit.

I sleep unconsciously with my mouth slightly open.

Haha. How cute.. Damn it.

It is so embarassing. T_T

H.E.R.E W.I.T.H.O.U.T Y.O.U

I'm here without u baby

But u're still in my lonely mind

I think about u baby

And i dream about u all the time

I'm here without u baby

But u're still with me in my dreams

And tonight its only u and me.

The miles keep rollin'

As the people leave their way to say hello

I've heard this life is overrated

But i hope that it gets better as we go.

Everything i know, and anywhere i go

It gets hard but it wont take away my love

And when the last one falls

And when its all said and done

It gets hard but it wont take away my love.

M.I.S.S.I.N.G Y.O.U

Kini ku rasa kehilangan

Ku sedar betapa pentingnya kau disisi

Yang selalu ada

Yang selalu rindu

Terhadap diriku..

If only u can read what i think,

If only u can read my feelings,

I wouldnt be so lonely. 

I miss u.. 

The words that i hardly say to u,

but the fact is i really do.

Im sorry for being me,

it is juz hard for me to show and

say how much i care to someone that i love.

Im sorry.. :'(

F.U.R.Y

I'm sick of you!!

What a big pretender!

D.E.A.R.E.S.T 2

Dear my lovely blog..

I'm sorry to put such a personal problem again here.

I know you would be bored with it. I'm sorry..

I can only rely on you.. I hope i will always do.

The recent post was about her. 

Again this post will be about her. I'm not sure when i'll be over her.

This time it takes a longer time than before.

About what i've thought about her in the last post

was really really true. Everything.. Not even a single thing is strayed.

That kind of thoughts and feelings are like a guide to me.

It feels like something is telling me what is going to happen in the future.

Its like an instinct. It is an instinct.. No doubt.

Since i knew something is going to happen soon.

I guess i'm well prepared with it. And yeah.. I passed it with excellence.

But one thing that has been a nightmare for me is how 

people judge me for what has happened. People would never know the truth.

Unless they ask for the real story.

I once happened to face the similar situation.

But that situation differ in such away that the person is living outside

of my area. This time, the person is living in my area.

I dont know what to expect. I really dont..

I've no clue about the future.

Its been haunting me for days now.

Will i ever survive? Am i going to be drifted far away?

Am i able to handle the situation? Am i going to win??

No answers for now. But they will be. A good one.

InsyaAllah.. I pray hard for all of these things will never come true.

I leave it to Him, the Most Powerful. Amin..

G.A.M.E. O.V.E.R

Oppss.. I caught you red handed.

It is officially Game Over.

G.O.T.C.H.H.A

Kamu Cinta Aku dan Dia.

Hancur hatiMu, mengenang Dia

Menjadi keping-keping, setelah Dia pergi

Tinggalkan kasih sayang,

yang pernah singgah, antara Kita

Masihkah ada, sayang itu

Memang salahMu, yang tak pernah bisa

Meninggalkan diriNya, tuk bersama Aku

Walau tuk trus bersama,

kan ada hati, yang kan terluka

Dan Ku tahu, Kau tak mau

Sekali lagi maafkanlah,

karena Kamu, cinta Aku dan Dia

Maafkanlah, Kamu tak bisa,

tinggalkan dirinya

Mungkin tak mungkin, tuk terus bersama

Jalani semua cinta, yang tlah dijalani

Tapi bila itu yang,

Aku pikir yang terbaik untukMu

BahagiaKu, untuk diriMu

Simpan sisa-sisa, cerita cinta berDua

Walau tak tersisa, cerita cinta berDua

Still U have, in Ur eyes

Still U have forever

Still love her, in Ur mind

Still love her forever

D.E.A.R.E.S.T

Dear blog..

I started to feel that the existence of her doesn't affect me at all.

Whether she is here or she is at other places, i dont really bother.

But at times, i do think that the existence of her is important to me.

I'm confused. I dont know which one is the truth.

Sometimes i love her. And sometimes i juz dont.

Does anyone faced the same prob as mine?

Lately, i felt as if i'm far away from her. I treated her indifferently. 
Whats wrong with me?? Was it because i already forget about her? 
It cant be. No. It cant. She's in my mind. Always.

Or.. Was it because i'm bored with her? Was that the main cause??
If yes..Then the relationship that i've built with her is 
merely the same as others.

Maybe i'm tired to be the one who always start it first.
Feel as if i'm the one who is over excited. Whereas she doesnt.
So..I decided to follow her rhythm.
"U didnt call me. So i dont call u.
U didnt text me. So i dont text u.
U need me only when u need me. So i'll do the same thing to u."
Fair and square right??

U are such an egoist Lee.
I'm not egoist.. I'm juz tired. 
I'm tired to take care of my heart every time i got hurt.
I'm tired.. Seriously..

I'M H.O.M.E!!

I juz went home yesterday. 

And now i'm in Kedah!! Welcome aboard Lee Ann!

B.I.R.T.H.D.A.Y

I CeLeBrAtEd My BiRthDay happily!!

Despite of the pranks and all, i feel enjoyed and happy 

for all the things that u guys did for me. I really didnt expect that it 

were going to be that way. Seriously i never think about it.

Its like...

" Wakenabeb!!!"

Lol.. I'm really embarrassed at that time.

U guys are very good at playing your own roles.

Fuhhlamakk. It is really superb that i was fooled by it.

Damnn!! Again, i'm embarrass by it. I couldnt stop blushing 

and laughing at that moment.

Anyway, thx a lot guys!!

Thx for all of the efforts n loves that u gave to me that night.

I really appreciate it. Thank u very much for the foods, drinks, n all the jokes!

I'm extremely happy that day.

Guess that i'm gonna remember

this year birthday for a lifetime. It is very special in this year that 

i got a lot of presents and loves. First n foremost, i get the chance to 

celebrate my birthday with all my family members. I also celebrated my birthday 

with my friends! I got the chance to eat whatever i wish! Haha. KFC pls!

I received a lot of presents and nice wishes! 

N n n... I got the chance to eat cakes twice!! Yummmmyyy!

I'm very thankful to all of the people who put a lot of efforts in remembering my birthday.

It is such a happy, perhaps more that happy! I'm overjoyed!

Hehe.. Thx guys! Love u soo much.

Y.O.U A.R.E N.O.T A.L.O.N.E

Everyday I sit and ask myself,

How did love slip away??

Something whispers in my ear and says,

That you are not alone,

I'm here with you,

Though you're far away,

I'm here to stay.

Just the other night,

I thought i heard you cry,

Asking me to come,

And hold you in my arms.

I can hear your prayers,

Your burdens I will bear.

But first, I need your hand.

Then forever can begin.

Whisper 3 words and i'll come running,

and you know that i'll be there..

I'll be there..

S.U.N n C.L.O.U.D

Today is 1st November.

Its been raining all day. The cloud is pouring his heart out.

He cried so hard that he didnt even stop once. He is much in pain compared to me.

But what make it so sad? Does his lover, the Sun has abandoned him??

The Sun is soo bright and cheerful that even myself is fascinated by it.

The color just lights mylife to the max. Where did you go Sunny?

Why did u leave Cloud for these few days? You know he is been crying all these days, dont you?

He loves you so much Sunny. I'm sure you love him too..

I juz love the way you are. Both of you suit each other!

You both always accompany me on my way to the class. I've got no one..I'm alone here Sunny.

I would love if both of you could do it again. I'm sure you have your own reason. Its okay.

I'll wait for you.. I will and always~

Oh My M.A.T.E.R.I.A.L!

I've been assigned to do a research on any 

daily applications with respects of its structures, properties and the process itself.

Basically, what i need to do is to choose any specific part of a product

and identify the materials used to make it.

It sounds simple but its way harder to do it.

Its making me nuts!

~ U spin my head right round, right round!

There are too limited of references for me to refer.

Too many unwanted websites that offer me nonsense informations!

And.... Its like.. I dont know what else to describe. Speechless.

I'm dissapointed to be such an excited person when i first start googling it. T_T

Gosh! Feels like tearing my brain apart. I kinda need some inspirations.. Huhu.

Anyone who likes to share your ideas, i most welcome it. :)

M.S.B



Its Mid Sems Break.

And it falls on the same week of Hari Raya Aidiladha.

As usual, there must be homeworks.

No Pain no Gain man!

Yet, I haven't started anything.

And I've wasted 3 days for nothing. Aiyoo.

Seriously, i couldnt do much with this running nose and cough.

My head suddenly feels heavy n i tend to sleep all day.

Still, time waits for no man.

And I need to recover soon.

Sometimes i juz forget about the h/w.

Sometimes i think about it. Aihzzz..

I'm lazy!!!!! Very2 lazy...!

Very very very very very lazyyyyy!

U.N.R.E.S.T

You can see my heart beating..
You can see it through my chest.
I'm terrified, but i'm not leaving..
I know that i must pass this test.

I'm sweating now, moving slow..
Got no time to think, my turn to go.

~I'm in a hurly burly.
Feels like going on a vacation.
Feels like breaking the glass hour.
I'm soo unrest.

K.E.K.A.S.I.H G.E.L.A.P

Kau Ade..?

Aku??

Aku tak ade.

Tp.. Kekasih Putih ade la.

Haha. Marah yeobo aku.

I get that title from my friend.

She gave me that title when i was in my last year in K.P

She always with her own style.

Little bit tomboyish.

But.. Caring. Haha.

Seriously, if u get to know her deeper then u'll know the real her.

She never show her concerns to people.

Never talk soflty. Always with the tough style.

It was nice to know her..

After i left K.P, we dont really keep in touch.

Only text each other when we had to.

Well, we prefer that way.

Anyway, Wishing u all the best!

Hope that u are always in the pink of health.

InsyaAllah.